no lenten discipline here

Well, let's see...I didn't give up Diet Coke and I didn't go to church during Lent. This whole Lenten season I've been looking at my faith and what it means to me right now. I have no answer, only more questions. I subscribed to a daily scripture email which provides both Old and New Testament passages. Most days I read them and it's been a mixed reaction. Some days I feel inspired, other days I want to hit the delete button on the email. I feel like I'm approaching the bible again from a whole new perspective. Perhaps a more discerning eye? But maybe that's all part of it. Wish I had some answers here but not today. But then, are we ever supposed to truly know? Yes. No. Maybe? And that is where I am with my faith.